x BECCA x DARLING x DARREN x ELENE x GUANGHAO x JANELLE x JIEYING x SHERMAN x VANVAN x WANYI x WENDEHS x XIANGWEI x ZIWEI
Thursday, July 16, 2009
ok its a totally boring day!! bored to death. anyway had nothing to do today. and was sleeping the whole day. haha i was so tired luh. just sit there and keep nodding my head like how DEAR does. HAHA!! (so bad. say him. haha)
wells its going to be friday tml already!! yay so happy. haha finally can have a good weekend i suppose?! hmm
I MISS BAOBEI I MISS VANVAN I MISS GUANGHAO
let me tell you something about my working life though its only 1 week plus haha
ok hmm i cannot adapt to it AT ALL even until now though its better already BUT STILL i dont know why i dont like it the colleagues are fine. so its not them
hmm i find that i dont have any time for myself not to say my family and friends i need MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE time!! if i feel that i dont even have time for my family why would i even have the time to spend it with my friends right?! if its permanent working kind then maybe yah but now its intern!! i only have 7 days mc and 7 days annual leave so its like i have to use it sparingly too USE THE MC AND ANNUAL LEAVE WHEN I HAVE TO
ok maybe cause im very family oriented kind so when i come home i just eat and soon i will just fall asleep i dont even see them clearly hai i feel so sad you know!!
so now i will spend my time in the living room using my com cause i feel that staying in the room is like so far from them and most importantly cause i MISS them and want to be near them
just like how i feel towards DEAR =) i will try to wait for him to come home before i sleep unless for days when i am really tired and i will just fall asleep anywhere then that one no choice but i wont be in a proper position so when he comes home i will wake up and talk a little to him and get to my proper position to sleep haha
