Wednesday, January 21, 2009
school was fine today. had 2 lessons today. and no project to do today. so went down to guang's house to paint his dungeon gate for him. haha chao hot luh!! haha paint until almost done. went in to drink cold drinks. haha and watch tv. while guang was cleaning his hand. i slept. haha i slept for maybe about 45minutes?! haha was tired!! then they called me wake up and we had our dinner at macs. cabbed home after that cause no money to DOTa with them. haha so i DOTa at home. haha!!----------------------------------------------X-------------------------------------------------my dear dog in school. hai i really got no comments luh. its like KIND OF late now!! told you to choose before there isnt any choice. i know you cannot help to be selfish. but from that moment. everything has changed. no more the same you know?! i really think that its guofen. but what can i do?! you are my friend. i have to ensure that you are happy. haiyoyo girlgirl ahhhhh!! QUICK THINK BEFORE EVERYTHING AND I MEAN EVERY SINGLE THING IS TOO LATE!! :) LOVELOVE you==========================things are getting so complicated now!! haiyo. actually ALL of us are at fault. so there isnt any blame on anyone luh. alrights?! why cannot sit down talk properly?! why must do this?! so irritating. why cannot be more calm and talk things out with everyone?! only think for yourself?! yah. selfish is the word :) if everyone thinks for themself. then WHAT FOR we are called theCLIQUE. stupid right?! haha really want to laugh. if you think things cannot be settled. then everyone go their way loh. simple right?! better than staying together and feel SUFFERED, SUFFOCATED with problem. also IRRITATED with each other. not your problem?! then my problem?! so its all my fault luh?! bloody shit!!==========================just stop emo-ing yah?! why must you always emo?! not tired?! im tired. always needing advices and cosolation. haha fun?! how old already?! cannot think?! must get back what you gave people?! must have return one?! must be jealous?! must be fairly treated?! must be the centre of attention?! haha how to have all together?! no one is perfect. thinking for more than a year?! so how many years have you just shortlived?! haha brain cells killed over the year. tiring for you yah?! so why must think. you say we say you thinking too much. and you think you arent. so if everyone says so. are we right or are you right?! sensitivity. dont be so sensitive can?! you are a guy. stronger can?! you think you emo only you suffering by yourself?! you dont know theCLIQUE is suffering with you?! you think nobody cares?! can you see?! everything a person do for another person. DOESNT HAVE TO SHOW. some things no need to show or say out one. just do can already. so in future. whatever you do for your girlfriend. she must do also?! i think she will be suffering. change yourself before you get a girlfriend. if not i think she will be very poor thing. its lucky i didnt choose. think about it. whether everything you msg-ed me. is right anot. whether is there anything you still feel like commenting about. whether is there something you want to rebuttle about.==========================how does it feel like to know through someone where he is going?! hurt haha fun eh?! yah i think so too HAHA :) i think im kind of matured to think about problems and settle things. but im kind of puzzled as to why. why some guys can just dont msg and only msg when they meet up?! haha uhh then in the midst of not meeting up. no need to contact?! haha fun. always thinking where where where.maybe here. or with them?! at home sleeping?! playing game?! haha so many possibilities eh?! yah i know. so you can see. how tired can i be. haha so tired. a guessing game. fun?! you people might think its fun. but its not to me :)
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