Saturday, January 3, 2009
ahh!! angry!! I WORRIED FOR YOU THE WHOLE NIGHT. THE WHOLE BLOODY NIGHT.
called you when i woke up from my afternoon nap at 5pm
didnt sleep
kept calling
slept at 1am
dreamt of you
woke up at 3am
kept thinking of you
couldnt get through your phone
was so worried
called everyone
called your friends
called your family
tried calling everyone
thinking who can i still call
BUT NOBODY ANSWERED MY CALL
SO WORRIED
DONT KNOW WHERE ARE YOU
DONT KNOW IF ANYTHING HAPPENED TO YOU
WONDERING IF ANYTHING WILL HAPPEN TO YOU
WONDERING HAS SOMETHING HAPPENED TO YOU
WHY DO I HAVE TO DO THIS FOR?!
WHY DO I HAVE TO SUFFER MYSELF
you are always not telling me where you go
what you do
im not asking you to REPORT to me
i just think that its a basic courtesy
even me as your girl
you just cannot tell me where you are going?!
i know its not that you dont want
its just that you dont have the habit to
BUT I THINK ITS TIME TO CHANGE
I DONT WANT TO ALWAYS THINK WHETHER IS THERE ANYTHING IS HAPPENING TO YOU
I DONT WANT TO BE WORRYING FOR YOU HERE AND YET YOU WERE HAPPILY SLEEPING THE WHOLE NIGHT THERE
I CANNOT TAKE IT!!
I WONT BE ABLE TO TAKE THIS KIND OF THING SO MANY TIMES!!
I DONT WANT TO BE SUFFERING HERE ALONE WHILE YOU WERE SO CAREFREE HAVING FUN OVER THERE WITH YOUR FRIENDS!!
haveyou ever thought how i felt?!
have you ever spared a thought for me!!
whether im worried for you anot
you dont know how worried i am
you dont know ahhhhhhh!!
all you know is to bo chap
everything also dont care
me leh?!
you care about me anot?!
care my feelings anot?!
care how i felt anot?!
spared a thought for me?!
please spare a thought for me before you do anything can anot?!
YOU ARE MY GUY
of course i will think of you when i do every single thing luh!!
i will spare a thought for you
think for you
so can you do the same?!
you know how much i love you?!
no words can express it!!
NO WORDS AH!!
GRR
angry with you
angry with myself
worried like a STUPID FOOL
bloody hell
11:58 AM
