LENA.NANA
29DECEMBER1989
BLUE is her colour

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

x BECCA
x DARLING
x DARREN
x ELENE
x GUANGHAO
x JANELLE
x JIEYING
x SHERMAN
x VANVAN
x WANYI
x WENDEHS
x XIANGWEI
x ZIWEI

haha been working all day long. and there's nothing much happening. hmm

no luh. yes!! there is this problem inside me. wells. i have actually been coming to blogger. signing in. and clicking new post. then stare at the blank space. not knowing HOW and WHERE to start from. ha so yah. didnt blog. haha wasnt in the mood luh.

and FINALLY. today wanted to go around shop. in the end went to my grandma's house. but before that. hE meet me at marina square first. so i walked around and i got DEAR his berms. i dont know whether it suits him to the TTTTT. BUT!! HOWEVER!! WHENEVER!! WHATEVER!! *(only we know) i told him to change it himself if it doesnt fit him. haha wanted to get a wallet too. but. nothing caught my eyes. i think that the designs there arent as nice as before already. its not very nice luh. so just headed down to my grandma's house. actually ah. today meet up with hiM. its like a talking session. haha we havent been catching up for so long. so finally we can catch up already. and there goes whatever we say. haha yes and i just realize that hE's someone whom i can just talk luh. some people. i will just say this part. some say that part. not the full one. dont know why. but when i hear hiM talk. i dont know why i will just listen to hiM and have faith in whatever hE say luh. so its like it makes me feel better too luh. haha and i hear hiS stories too. haha so both of us got this knot. untied still. but i think we will find a solution to it. haha!! hope so luh. haha

yes and i had a nightmare today morning. its scary. and i dont want to talk about it. but i told hiM already. so the curse is broken?! haha if thats what people say?! haha wells anyways. think on a bright side then. haha

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these few days. i have been thinking how to get it out of my mouth. thinking how much courage must i pluck before daring to let the words out of my mouth. thinking how to say it when you are there. hmm im really thinking. i want the better of us. so im really putting my upmost effort to think and solve it. i think i will find a solution soon and solve it with peace. hopefully i can do it!!

its a growing process.. but why must it be. haha i want no obstacles. but i know its impossible luh. haha so i know i have to accept. talking is the best thing ever on earth. without communication. i think there is nothing that can be solved. its so tough. i really want to say it now. its very tough to say it out. so people. stop asking me to talk. because you all dont understand HOW tough it is as your havent come across this kind of problem. i just realize. its easy to say. but its really TOUGH to DO IT.